False Accusations

I HATE FALSE ACCUSATIONS!!!! WHY WHY WHY?! it is now like I'm a fictional character whom the author simply creates a story or situations that I am in and I HAVE TO OBLIGE!! I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG!!! WHY MUST YOU SIMPLY ACCUSE ME?! WHY IS IT THAT YOU MUST SAY I'M IN THE WRONG?! GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT?! BEING ADULTS DOES NOT GIVE ALL OF YOU THE AUTHORITY TO PUSH THE BLAME TO THOSE YOUNGER!! BEING ADULTS DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE AUTHORITY TO SIMPLY CREATE FACTS AND BLAME PEOPLE!! Oh, btw, when it is simply created, IT IS NO LONGER FACTS!! WHY IS IT THAT YOU ALL MUST PATRONIZE ME?! IS IT BECAUSE I AM YOUNG?! PLEASE DON'T PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE... BE FAIR TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally . . .

Whew! After taking so long to realize the hassle and 'mafan'-ness of maintaining almost 8 blogs in one, i finally decided to make a change to a more user-friendly blog which meets my demand. the only sad thing is that it does not allow shoutboxes to be put.

Check out the new look at www.bryanboo.co.cc.

A raindrop

Raindrops. Formed for a short period of time, knowing its end. It drops from the skies and ultimately hits the ground and disappears, never to remembered. No one takes significance of it. But as it rolls down from the skies to the ground, every drop brings down the temperature... A great influence... Hmm... Let me try to be a philosopher for a moment:

(*looks at the skies, eyebrow raised, fingers playing with the three strands of beard on my chin*)
"Life can sometimes be like a raindrop. Short and sometimes insignificance. When it ends by hitting the ground, it then is wiped out of memory. But as it falls to the ground, it brings down the temperature, even if its a little bit. That, my friend, is truly making a difference regardless of what you get in return."

Defiance of Nature

Oh, that the defiance of the natural is something absurd.

Why?? Why do people expect us to defy the natural? We have done no wrong and neither have we done anything that will bring or cause misgivings or distrust!! Why are we like a goldfish in a fish bowl?? Why are we like a criminal that is being watched every step and interrogated at every suspicion that you all have, knowingly that most of the time is ends up as baseless accusations? Why do these false and baseless accusations be to you the truth when it is baseless in the beginning? Do you all as adults think that EVERYTHING you all think or do or say is perfect and the absolute truth? That you know no wrong and that we being young are in the period of ignorance? Do you think that we are ignorant and that you all know the absolute truth?? What then, i will question, is your so-called "ABSOLUTE TRUTH"?? Is your so-called absolute truth really inviolable? Why must emotions lead you all to use the veto of "look, i'm an adult and you all are young so we are right and you are wrong" mentality?! Where then is justice and equality?? Is the expressions of our thoughts and feelings wrong? You think you know how we think and how we feel and what goes through our minds but reality check: YOU DO NOT KINOW!! and when we try to let you in on how we think or feel, you say that we are rebels?! WHERE IS JUSTICE?!! It just shows that you all have totally no trust in us!! It shows that your preconceived perceptions are far greater and stronger than that of what we actually really feel deep down!! You think you know EVERYTHING?! you think you can just force your opinions on us, makng YOUR opinions OURS?? We are human beings and capable of thinking and rationalizing for our ownselves, THANK YOU!! You question why are we so closed up and not sharing with you all. THIS IS WHY!!!! With all your preconceived hypothesis-that-you-made-into-conlusions, HOW ARE WE TO SHARE OUR VIEW?! if we do, you say that we are rebels or just plain and downright wrong?! when we keep silent, you say we are deceiving!! WHAT THEN IS RIGHT IN YOUR EYES?! it is like there are two paths before us, only TWO! and you ask us to choose one. BUT, you say that either one we choose, it is destined to doom. THEN WHAT DO WE DO?! YOU THINK ONLY YOU ALL BEING ADULTS HAVE PERSSURES AND TROUBLES?? well, let me today enlighten you on something, WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS TOO AND HAVE OUR OWN SHARE OF ISSUES TO DEAL WITH!!!! ISSUES THAT YOU ALL WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND!!! TAKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My advice: If you wanna save your young people instead of losing them, you might actually consider making effort to know and understand them and BE RATIONAL, SANE AND FAIR!!! do NOT be unreasonable... Every instance of being unreasonable, or worse, plain stupid threats that are worthless and useless and makes no sense and just plain downright unreasonable, i GUARANTEE you, coming from a young person myself, YOU ARE LOSING US!!! Slowly and subtly.. you may not see it now, but i tell you, don't do things that will only bring regret to yourself in future. If ever you do not heed my advice and you really lose them in future, i suggest you take a pause, a step back and think all that you have done in the past... It may not be our fault... it may be yours..... do not always put the blame on us.. you might have been wrong too...... we are all human and not perfect, that includes YOU! don't think that you are absolutely right and we are all wrong!!!!

p/s: btw, i chose to publish this on a public blog and not a private one because I have had enough keeping silent and suffering in silence.... I hope you will take heed.... All of you....