UNFAIR!!

UNFAIR!! JUST SO UNFAIR!! It wasn't me who wanted it this way. It wasn't me that felt this way. Why? Why must I pay for something that is not my fault? Is liking someone a crime? Do I have to lose friends just because I like someone?! Where is the rationale?! For someone who really takes every relationship seriously, who treasures relationships above all else, it hurts to realize that the other party does not take relationship the same way.. doesn't treasure friendships as much as I do.. Willing to let go our friendship just because I like a girl... What is this?! Unfair.. unfair....